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I must be mental

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 15, 2008, 5:03 PM
Maybe I am? Who fucking knows.


I don't anymore.


I don't try to guess.


I don't try to keep my sanity anymore.


Because it always goes away temporarily.


So maybe it's gone for go0d now?
Yelling makes me feel better.


I'm only happy when I'm fucking someones life up.


I find myself wishing there were less people breathing in the world.


Anything with a pulse is the enemy.


I want to destroy it.


Love, is it real, or is it a bullshit lie?
My previous post makes you think it's real.


But really, is it?
Sometimes I get so angry I shake.


I don't want to be normal.


I don't want to be abnormal.


I don't want to be anything you expected or wanted.


Infact I crave your hatred.


It's the reason I still have a heartbeat.


Isn't that fucked up?
Maybe to you it is.


But pissing you off makes me cum.


It gives me satisfaction.


So I ask myself.


Am I okay?
If I am, take that from me.


Am I insane?
Maybe I can redefine it.


I must be mental.


And that's why you fucking love me.

  • Mood: Psychotic
  • Reading: txt's
  • Watching: Army Of Darkness
  • Eating: Brains
  • Drinking: spring water

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: in a can ouside of ihop
  • Interests: Tattoos, Piercings, Music, Drawing, Sewing, Writing, Painting, Playing Bass, Photograghy
  • Favourite movie: The Rocky Horror Picture Show
  • Favourite band or musician: MuDvAyNe
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal
  • Favourite artist: Tod And Mary
  • Favourite poet or writer: Jake Brown
  • Favourite photographer: Myself :)
  • MP3 player of choice: Psp Because It Does More Then Plays Music CHAH!
  • Shell of choice: The Magic Conch Shell! xD
  • Wallpaper of choice: Blood Splatter
  • Skin of choice: Tattooed White Skin BABY!
  • Favourite game: Death Jr
  • Favourite cartoon character: Rocko
  • Personal Quote: You Think It, I Ink It
  • Tools of the Trade: Moldy Fruit

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Devious Comments

`taeliac:icontaeliac: 2 days 5 hours ago
Thank you very much for the :+fav: on my Heartless under bust corset!

:heart:

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~Max-o:iconMax-o: Aug 10, 2008, 10:38:01 PM Mood: Joy
Greetings, thanks a lot for the :+fav: and watch :hug:.
*sarahredhead:iconsarahredhead: Aug 9, 2008, 12:21:34 PM
Thank you ever so!!
~AIZ-is-me:iconAIZ-is-me: Aug 8, 2008, 1:37:09 AM
Thank You for the fav on proud pitbull

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~SaucyMaid:iconSaucyMaid: Aug 6, 2008, 1:56:15 PM
Thanks for the fav & add!! [^.^]
~frostypenguin14:iconfrostypenguin14: Jul 16, 2008, 6:44:56 PM
thanx for the watch

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~CorsetFreak:iconCorsetFreak: Jul 16, 2008, 4:15:25 PM Mood: Excited
welcome!

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*killette:iconkillette: Jul 16, 2008, 3:12:38 AM
Thank you for the deviant watch. :D

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*Highwind-Valor:iconHighwind-Valor: Jul 14, 2008, 12:25:09 AM
Thank you so much for the watch~ <3

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~Babeh-Fli:iconBabeh-Fli: Jul 11, 2008, 3:17:26 PM
wow, thanks for the :+devwatch:!!!! :D

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~CatwomanJEDI:iconCatwomanJEDI: Jul 11, 2008, 2:32:41 PM
Thanks for the watch! I love your gallery!!! :)

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*Mr-Taboo:iconMr-Taboo: Jun 10, 2008, 2:45:33 PM
Thanx for the :+fav: on "Taboo Tattoos Tee Back" & for addin' me to your 'watch list.

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*tsb-stock:icontsb-stock: Jun 1, 2008, 4:55:18 AM
Ta muchly for the fav on Doorway in Spring :)
~emilysnake:iconemilysnake: May 14, 2008, 11:17:50 AM
thanks for the fav

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*PrismBaby:iconPrismBaby: May 14, 2008, 10:13:11 AM
thank you for the fav ^_^

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~roblfc1892:iconroblfc1892: May 13, 2008, 1:39:24 PM
:drunk: :headbang: vaf eht rof xnaht :pointl: :lolly:

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*jevigar:iconjevigar: Apr 29, 2008, 9:41:15 PM
Thank you very much for :+devwatch:. I hope you like my upcoming photos...:wave:
~CorsetFreak:iconCorsetFreak: Apr 29, 2008, 8:04:19 PM
why thank you!

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~semioticxlovex:iconsemioticxlovex: Mar 8, 2008, 4:49:42 AM Mood: Joy
wauw your photography is just amazing :D! ^^

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*BurningDoll:iconBurningDoll: Jan 15, 2008, 11:05:40 AM
thanks a lot for this compliment!

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~CorsetFreak:iconCorsetFreak: Jan 15, 2008, 10:51:05 AM
ur so very welcome i really do like that photo and ur page ur page is killer 2 :headbang:

-Monica

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*BurningDoll:iconBurningDoll: Jan 15, 2008, 9:57:29 AM
thanks a lot for the fav and the watch =) I'm so happy about this :aww:

have a nice day :hug:

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~Vi-chan62:iconVi-chan62: Jan 8, 2008, 3:59:56 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:

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